Tuesday, July 22, 2014

Yes.

 
 
Yes,
maybe i failed u many times
  fire woman & air man
sagittarius
gemini
 
 Yes,
wer'e struggling so hard
2 stay way from those
 good bad times
darling
 
Yes,
who is taming who
without adding
to this crazy
flame

game of lies.
 
 
  
c2014
love it or leave it

Monday, July 21, 2014

Dutch.

www.youtube.com/embed/KhzopAmsjV4?rel=0
 
 
Why
did u shoot em
down those proud
fighters 4 land?
shame on u
russian
bear
why not burry your swords
cry for
you & you
173 tears173
precious souls
there must be
another way
there just
has to
be
another
way russia
want ww3?
palestine?
uwant it?
ukraine?
want it?
israel?
mmh?
usa?
ya?
k?


are you all blind
or what ?

for karel


 
c2014
love it or leave it


Sunday, July 20, 2014

Accents.

 
 
 
luv Canada
so many accents
to listen to
u&u&u
sigh

german
waant zum beer?
italian ti amo mmm
u talkin 2 me, bambino?
indian yummy
enjoy ur mata mushroom, lady!
polish bling :)
dobsche dobsche trala!
australian smiles
how ru, mate?
greek man
ya

me?
sigh ya
my accent
i'll never belong
o Canada
 

for tessa 

 
c2014
love it or leave it

Friday, July 18, 2014

Mumme.

 
 
 
well i listenend 2 u mumme
4 such a very long time
i always pay in cash
sing  and  dance
then i paused
an ya then i
said
 but mumme
 love
him gringo
sing  and  dance
always payed in cash
for a very very long time
don't hate me mumme please
cuz now you tell me i told you so
 
jelem jelem
 
 
c2014
love it or leave it

Wednesday, July 16, 2014

Arizona.

www.youtube.com/embed/LfqKS3ENYBQ?rel=0
 
 
 
smells 2 me like
hot &sweaty sheets
in that lil no tell motel
don't you  know that
she  loves  you
 
az bear

walking down da
 street 2 da 2nd hand sto
keep walkin past da garbage
lookin for used rings and things
cuz adam goes there so does eve
i so like them travellers an rats
cum 4 lunch/ supper anytime
nice to meet u, stranger
 how da heck r u?
 
az bear
 
dinner on me
especially for  you
door is always open
bring ur pet cactus
will you please
 
 
 
c2014
love it or leave it

Monday, July 14, 2014

Poof.

 

 
Gone
is lovely love
possibly & sadly
you & me r history
finally mainly it
was good
Going.
 
Gone
is trust &
love & money
last drop of honey
a 3 weeks ago
holy trickle
Gone.
 
Going
to be picky
seriously finicky
now i wait patiently
4u boy & watch
u positively
Going

poof.
 
 
 
c2014
love it or leave it

Monday, June 16, 2014

White.

 

 
me never wore that white dress
of makes·no·sense
innocence
 
2 nd hand
store blue jeans
whata rush
 
& here we are
white hair & feeling blue
still rushing 2 make sense of this
 
 
 
c2014
love it or leave it

Saturday, June 14, 2014

Mathilda.



.... stuck in da rut.
by da time u see
it'll be over
and
 mathilda ran
2 venezuela
so
kiss da frog lady
maybe
   she turn into a princess ...
 
 
 
c2014
love it or leave it

Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Dust.


 
 
me think
can't wait till we are dust
can't wait till finally at peace
can't wait to mingle that way with
you
slowly dissolving into each other
slowly returning to the earth
slowly fumbling back 2b
innocent
 
 
c2014
love it or leave it

Sunday, May 18, 2014

Ederlezi.



 so
 fare well
and thank you
walkabout europe.
mission accomplished.
my kids had no idea
my people r mute
scum to some.
heavy heart
 is reborn.
smile.

"So?
We are
 One people.
Is easy as pie.
Let's dance, mum."


miss u, micael

 
c2014
love it or leave it

Tuesday, April 29, 2014

Still.

 
 
it's
midnight.
gladly surrender
my favourite time of
 reflectin in & sortin out.
listenin 2 my fav dj
and theo purrin
love songs
4 me.
 
still goin strong.
still standin.
still your
alpha
eva 


 
c2014
love it or leave it


Thursday, April 24, 2014

Tree.


 
lil girl
hidin in da tree
from big bad world
fireman come
an save sweet girl
 
lil cat
hidin in da tree
from big bad wolf
fireman come
an rescue sweet cat
 
lil plum
hidin in da tree
from big bad worm
fireman come
an eat sweet plum
 
da end
 
 
 
c2014
love it or leave it

Tuesday, April 22, 2014

Theo.

 my
 li'l man
you an me
for ever more
 thinkn about the
day u'll leave me
o stay dear old soul
but u say luv me
leave me easy
come easy
go circle
of life
hm
 
for mr. theo mc numles :)

 
c2014
love it or leave it

Monday, April 21, 2014

Smile.

  
it's not over til it's over.
tearful smiles
are beautiful
because they show
what
nobody knows.
 smile for me
so
when i find you
i will know you,
brother.
 

 
c2014
love it or leave it

Sunday, April 20, 2014

In/Outlaws.

 
 
ya
smile
fight but
only 4 so long
ur on camera in a
livin lyin under world
 
she'll never belong
blood is thicker than water
he'll never belong
  
go think ur brain out
 do not be afraid
always love
urself 1st
smile
ya
 
 
 
c2014
love it or leave it

Monday, April 14, 2014

Snowjob.


 
stumble slipslide serendipity sudden
superb sweaty salty scramble
skiing sunshine slopes
sweet success
smiles

thank u Paul & Leanne 4 baby sittin me :)

 
c2014
love it or leave it 

Thursday, April 10, 2014

Well.

 


 
well Then
you iS well and i iS well
and we iS well Togedda 
 
well Then
Travelling on
round The nexT bend
 
well Then
Spring iS almoST here
flowerS and ShowerS
and all That jazz
 
who needS SanTa clauSe anyway?
 
 
 
c2014
love it or leave it

Sunday, April 6, 2014

Thrill.


Melody Gardot
check her out ... she is worth it

 

c2014
love it or leave it

Wednesday, April 2, 2014

Elly.

 
 
Today I felt  small again,
so I went to see Eleanor,
my chosen grandmother
 
"Girrrl, you too thin"
(she always say that ... smiles)
"You look like prrrrisonerrr of warrr"
(she always say that ... smiles)
 
I kiss her and
touch me forehead to her hand,
her touch make me cry
instantly
 
she let me
she say
"Me know ...
sing me your poems,
paleeese, hmmm? dobsche,
dobsche, trrralala, violin kaputt, no matterrr,
 therrre, therrre, kisses ..."

dobre day 2 u and me
smiles
 
 
 
c2014
love it or leave it

Monday, March 31, 2014

Mostly.

 
 
u was kind to me
i was a happy with u
mostly hey wanna fight?

you fed me sweet nothings
when we had nothin but song

you loved my curls & dimples
i loved ur  handsome kindness

you'll  rise again to glory  ya
i new u wouldn't stay long

prince of darknesssss
come back to light
rise again 4 me
oh won't
you
 
miss u michael

 
c2014
love it or leave it

Friday, March 21, 2014

Bella.


 
 
March 2013
Victoria, BC, Canada
 
I saw her at the bus stop
Just another "bitch"
tied to a bench waiting for her owner
She is watching every face
She is shivering and tired
She longs to lay down
She has no choice but to sit in a puddle of water
She jumps up in fear
when  noisy busses arrive and leave
Passersby don't notice
Who wants to know a stinky rain dog
anyway?
 
It takes me 2 hours to find "the perfect" book
(The Film Club by David Gilmore)
I leave the store
trusty umbrella in hand
She is still there
Our eyes meet
My heart feels heavy
I know her heart feels heavier
 
I touch her face
She licks my hand
I call the animal shelter
and wait with her
until they pick her up
 
Later by the fireplace with David
I keep thinking of her
Remembering
"Bella"
under my umbrella
 
 
c2014
love it or leave it

Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Careful.

 

Have you ever noticed
that when you hug someone
you are both looking
into opposite directions
?
Have you ever noticed
that when you point your finger
there are 3 fingers
pointing at you
?
Have you ever noticed
that while rowing
you are going backwards
and your love is looking forward
?
Have you ever noticed
that when you showed compassion
your friend either loves u 4 ever
or starts spewing poison at you
?
careful what you wish for,
princess
 
 
c2014
love it or leave it

Wednesday, February 19, 2014

Acapella.

 
go To Sleep liTTle baby
doubT iS keeping me frighTened 
freedom iS eTernal happineSS
doubT iS bein STuck in a ruT
 acapella
 freedom iS whaT i wanT iT 2b
doubT iS Scared of fallin aparT
freedom iS one beauTiful illuSion
go To Sleep liTTle baby
 
 
c2014
love it or leave it

Friday, February 14, 2014

Bud.


 
free spirit
leaving the wild years behind and still
we do it at least 3 times a week:)
on that couch. sometimes
more. depends
how bad
we  
want it
in
harmony
soo delicious.
no, not what you think
cuz we are best book buddies:)
hey you wanna read with me tonight
and stay a lil bit longer
 

 
c2014
love it or leave it

Wednesday, February 12, 2014

Seeds.

www.youtube.com/embed/bn5TNqjuHiU?rel=0

 
never.         ending.
white, tight     deadly cold.
two more months of winter or so.
seed catalogues arrivin g in the mail.
make me smile & dream of my garden.
let's see what will I order, what will I grow.
come spring, come  green, come  weeds too.
what does living feel like and will I remember
reds and purples yellows and orange  blue
dirt under my finger nails  sweat heavy
breathin and working side by side
 makin love right there on the
fertile earth whirlwind
dance with me
summerlove
waiting
for
u

 
c2014
love it or leave it

Sunday, February 2, 2014

Preggers.



you 
remember
when we were heavy
with your seed
 growin in me
when i needed so bad
thinkin would b alright 2 ask
for you to  create me a sandwich
middle of the night & out of the blue
pickled herring, tomatoe and tartar sauce
in exchange to "git in da kitchen  and
bake you a pie" with cherry on top
and 2 give u luv cum mornin
& u took it & rolled over
and
 heavy in thought
i made myself a sandwich
thinkin of leavin
you


c2014
love it or leave it

Wednesday, January 29, 2014

Memories.

 

  
thinkin 
Can always live for today
Can always return to the past
 Can always make new memories
 
But what if I can't convince you
But what if you don't want me
But what if I can't reach u
buddy

 
 
c2014
love it or leave it

Saturday, January 25, 2014

Dad.



 
 
Saw this eagle
dead as dead can be
mouse stuck in it's beak
must 've choked on it's prey
 
There was this man
biting off more
than he could chew
 
Saw this girl long time ago
They fed her diamonds
She thought that 
was alright
 
How do you fly with broken wings
 
 
c2014
love it or leave it

Wednesday, January 22, 2014

Milosh.


 
there 4 you.
kiss me.
luv
or
not.
some
dreams
neva cum
tru. promise
to slow down
let us sleep
to gether
slo mo.
baby
luv
or
not.
always
there 4 you.
let  me  walk
away
 
 
 
 
c2014
love or leave it

Tuesday, January 21, 2014

Future.

 
 
omy
move slo
don't want to
this cannot be true
breathin towards future
back to winter country today
kicking and screaming
still standing darlin
alright then but
move slo
smiles
 
 
c2014
love it or leave it


Sunday, January 12, 2014

Gringo.

 
   
smile
me luv gringo
delete but not over
shunned heart is strong
love you Reena always will
many shades of grey left 2 live
can not stay here so will go there
you'll be alright & i'll be alright
always have  always will be
easy as pie have a piece
with a cherry on top
gypsy mov on
 dance  
 
c2014
love it or leave it

Sunday, January 5, 2014

Purrs.

(pic above is courtesy of eva  la-reverie)
 
 
Promise
(certified by ^.^)
4 unconditional luv:
Cat take broken soul.
Heal u & own u,  darlin.
Give u back mended heart.
Purr 4 you if u feed me.
B with u if u need me.
Make ur heart sing.
Let me purr  u
better.
 
 
 
c2014
love it or leave it

Thursday, January 2, 2014

Hibernation.



Snow bound,  bitter icy cold.
Gypsy girl & gringo boy
dreamin of summer.
Luv hibernation
with you.
Sweet
anticipation.
Cause
time is
realisation.
Dancin again.
Sun lite, moon love.
Got ur ticket out, darlin?

 
c2014
love it or leave it

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

2014.

 
 
 
 Startin Fresh
Free your dream
Keep smilin
 
^.^
 
miss u jj